Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. You know, because courage isn't the absence of fear, but the mastery of it. And sometimes it feels like the fear of the unknown is like the approaching shadow of the day, fast and unbecoming. The increasing volume of dark spot in your sunny day. You just want to run away from the uncertainty of it all, the darkness that threatens to overwhelm you. But as dark as it gets, as big and frightening as it may seem, a shadow can only glide pass you, it will do you no harm.
Once you step out in faith to do the things of your heart's desire, you'll see the shadows fade away. And honestly, I know what I want to do. It's so strong I can't deny. Then again, I can be so convicted in my faith, in the prophesy realm, in the supernatural, even in academics wise, I fail in other aspects, oh I don't know, maybe love.
The idea of commitment scares me. Hell, the notion of commitment have me bulleting in the opposite direction. I do not have enough faith not to bolt. The again, what the hell, I might be so love drunk I forget my fear and dive straight into the whole romance saga.
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