Dead End

Its funny how I always turn to electronic device for comfort, it seem like I am devoid of any human interaction. Everyone just feels so far away you know? Or maybe I'm the one that is far away, the one that strayed because I can't stand by and do nothing. 

They say I'm on a roll, but every roll gotta have a stop. Mayhaps I hit the wall pretty hard to finally come to a stop. Cause when you're this low, everywhere you try to go feels like a dead end. 

I'm not trying to be emotional, in fact, I'm pretty much lacking in emotions right now. All I feel, and all I ever did feel for this week is tiredness. I can't even work myself up to throw a fit. Mentally and physically drained. I'm getting so annoyed and wanting to be by myself all the time. 

I miss so many people right now its hard to figure out if the feeling is "missing." I'm just worn out. I wish the flurry of attacks on every aspect of my life would stop. 

Just stop.