Run

So... I went for an hour's ran at my park today. Wanted to wake up at 6am to do a morning run, but who am I kidding, I shouldn't be that ambitious, slept through my alarm like a pig dreaming up a smorgasbord of bacon. Was supposed to go to lan today, but a selfish part of me said that I needed more "me" time. So instead of morning run, it turned to evening run. Works with me. *shrugs shoulder*

What spurred this bum toward staying healthy? I suspected I just needed to clear my head from all the static. It was a good run, no doubt. Spied a lot of hot guys, if only I could keep up with them. Haha. Along the way, while I was getting all out of breath, a guy jogged up beside me and asked me, it sounds suspiciously close to "You wanna run with me?" But I was blasting all types screamo and rock and going all pro-loud music, I couldn't really hear him. So I just shook my head and pointed at my earphones. He got the drift, and went the other way. Sorry dude, I work alone. And besides, there's a slim to a never chance I couldn't keep up with him.

Needed that one hour to work out my issues and assess the situation I'm in. Pun intended. The people jogging were a distraction, nonetheless. Hot bods that smile at you when you pass by. Mmm. Well, getting back on track, oh God, pun again, and I don't even try that hard. Haha. HMM.

You could say that I've been running all my life. When faced with something, I would rather run than confront it head on. I was more of a flight person than taking the bull by it's horns and making it bow to you. I avoided conflicts and politics at all costs, because, because of this sole reason of knowing what it's like to be caught between. Call me an escapist, but at least I face up to what I am, what I've been.

You know, there's a difference between depending and trusting, more often than not, it's not the same. People that I know would say trust no one, but yourself. I beg to differ, depend on yourself and God, and trust some people. Because the people that you put your trust in, is gonna do the same, and with that, life would be considerably much easier and affordable knowing that you have people you can trust. Imagine a life that consist of constantly looking back to see if anyone has stab your back. That would suck. As much as trust no one sounds really appealing, but in order to survive, I run to you.

This world keeps spinning faster, into a new disaster, so I run to you. I run to You. (: