Sad Excuse of A Best Friend

Kenji and Sheryl! <3

Yes. I gave up on the friendship and walked out when you needed me the most. Yes, I took my leave and I'm different, so different. Different of what you've expected of a best friend. So much different. But you do not strike someone not expecting them to recoil. You do not yank someone and expect them not to budge. Expectations darling, is full of disappointments.

And I agree, I was a sad excuse of a best friend. And I'm sorry. Are you? I am still the selfish, self-absorbed, calloused, heartless bitch that coax and persuade people to do whatever I want. Because I want what I want when I want it. Do you know what you want? Do you even want the friendship to begin with? What I understand is that people fight for the things that actually mean something to them. Because at the end of the day, they know that it's worth it, even if it means losing that particular thing, they can leave with the knowledge that they've put up a fight. I fought, hell I did, but I realized I was fighting alone. So yes, I tore the white flag and stalked out of the battlefield.

Blame me for being a bad friend, blame me for the untimely exit, hell, blame me even for your bad taste in men. But do not blame me for the deceit, lies and manipulation. Call me heartless, call me cold and unfeeling to have denied you. Don't put this on me. Stop with all the manipulation to get to me. Stop with all the lies that you've told to your friends. Stop it with your emotionally aimed and charged blog post. After all the cop out bullshit, I just hope you're better than that.